These are the names I have been called:
Black bitch
Idiot
Worthless piece of shit
Ugly
Giraffe
Pink Panther
Doll
Baby
Love
Beauty
Angel
MILF
Gorgeous
Lady
Boss
Fraud
Insensitive
Aggressive
Mean
Nasty
Selfish
Inconsistent
Unappreciative
Kind
Mum
Loving
Friend
Slut
Attention seeker
Inspiration
Maverick
Intelligent
Stupid
Damaged
Crazy
Irresponsible
Funny
Cool
Trendy
Talented
Question is, what do I answer to?
When you are stripped bare, metaphorically speaking, every hideous angle exposed, you can do one of two things: die or change.
I am a kaleidoscopic mess, as incongruent as night and day.
But, I am now defining myself.
Jesus. Some really unimaginative insults here. This is truly awful. Don’t die. Don’t change. You are who you are. Be proud of that. People can be cruel, but they’re more to be pitied than pee’d on (metaphorically). It’s their ignorance that will be their short-coming! Xx
Death was first prize for many years but I am too cowardly to do anything. Plus I love my children too much to traumatise them for life. The words though stemmed from years ago to now….some true, others said with the intention to hurt. Either way, time to decide what I will answer to.
What is your name? Look to that and into that. If karma sourced your name, then be that name. All that emotion and beauty and song and magic and strength. Be kind to yourself. You don’t deserve negative names. Stay strong, and I know you are – you’re a mother. Much love, Kat x
Thank You!
Your name is: BELOVED, PRECIOUS, BEAUTIFUL, INTELLIGENT, CONQUEROR, WARRIOR and mostly God’s gift to your children, friends and humanity!!! Never forget that xxx B
Hugs B.